The December ratings for my posts have dwindled to an all time low which is to be expected when all the creative work gets filtered into text messages sometimes that thwart and distract, I mean who really cars what some on else is doing! I mean so and so is driving fill in the blank… really oh I get sucked into trying to help, so and so so as not to take responsibility for my own project what ever it is, it could be this or have I forgotten! Is helping so and so sort out thus and such that’s driving fill in the blankety blank addendum. The inevitable is that after proffering advice tips help emotional or otherwise the recipient inevitably will try to tell me how to manage my situation and as such, it’s my fault for responding. Some one driving someone else mad? We’ll see about that. The bait for such a discourse was perfunctory thx giving activists. Cordially I am inept, I need to learn where to draw lines and break out of the habit of trying to help other people, especially when these people spent fortunes on psychiatric council and psychoactive drugs to manage the ailments the psychiatric advisors diagnose them with so they can manage their nifty control circle. By interjecting my world into that kind of bad tail spin, I can get thrown off course, but at least now for the moment I am just mad at myself for falling for the pattern.